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Thursday, July 7, 2011

Reflecting

These last few days I have been trying once and for all to figure out why I haven't been able to wrap my head around getting in shape and losing the weight that I so desperately need to.  I have been over this in my head so many times I think the hamster went off the wheel until the dizziness stopped.  I am thankful that I have a husband who loves me for me but he sometimes doesn't understand that I don't love me for me and I need to change that.  I have decided that the reason is simple - I'm afraid.  I have tried many other times to lose weight only to fail and I am scared that once again that history will repeat itself.  I need to find my courage and attack this once and for all.  I think that I am almost there and I hope once there - I will be able to return to TOPS for the real work.
This weekend I have to work but at least on Saturday I can live it up at Jayne's backyard bash!  Good times will be had and I am bringing a pasta salad to add to the great food that will be there.  I hope everyone finds their own way to enjoy the weekend and the nice weather!

Happy Stitching!

3 comments:

Kerry said...

Hi there, I know you are struggling as I am right now. We have to be there for each other, that is what life is all about. See you on Saturday

Peggy Lee said...

Hey Trina,
Encouraging vibes sent your way. I can tell you from experience that the weight loss thing won't happen until it happens "in your head". I've agonized over and over again about my weight (gained 15 lbs. in the last year) and until it clicked in my head there wasn't much I could do.
The support group is an awesome idea! They really help.
Good luck...

Angie said...

My goodness, I stumbled upon you and might as well be reading my own thoughts. Hang in there! Keep plugging away :)

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