Well, after some very serious thinking and assistance from a good friend, I am going to try looking at things from a different angle/perspective. I have decided to write down some positive things in my life and keep a copy with me at all times so I can reflect on them when I feel down. I know I should remember that I have much more support than most people and that I do matter and people do want me around. I guess sometimes it is way too easy to think of what isn't there compared to what is there. To me, some people seem to have a knack for remembering the positive while I go right to the negative instead to remembering the positive. I am vowing to be more positive and I will do my very best to remember that there are positive people in my life and that if I am unhappy - I should do a double take and just see what is really there.
Here goes nothing!