Why is it that when you really try to accomplish something that it can take nothing to make you feel terrible and want to give up. For the last three weeks I have been able to lose some weight at my TOPS meetings and I was really trying for week four to have weight loss results. However, my body refused to cooperate and I gained weight. I know that I should be positive but I just can't seem to find a reason to be so. I know the journey is a long one but I was really vigilent and disciplined and by my scales at home - they said I had stayed the same. What a crock that was! I have been trying to figure out if I want to stick with this program with my slow and lagered "progress" or if I should just say the heck with it and deal with things on my own. At least this way I wouldn't be wasting my time and everyone else's. I don't know why a weight gain spirals me into a funk but maybe there is a higher power trying to tell me that I am not meant to succeed in this one venture in life.
I think I know what I will do but we will have to see if any real glimmers of hope and reality will turn the tide.
I hope everyone else enjoys their weekend and Happy Stitching (at least)!